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Despite her dream, Ijeoma visits Ndidi, watching her grade assignments and listening to records. Ijeoma gazes intently at Ndidi, inwardly searching for a sign from God. On the sofa, Ndidi puts Ijeoma’s hand down her skirt, and Ijeoma brings her to orgasm. Being “able to connect intimately with [Ndidi] as if her pleasure was in that moment my own, ours, a shared fulfillment” makes Ijeoma feel elated (200).
That night, Ijeoma’s nightmares return: The voices of Adaora and God reprimand her. Ijeoma abandons sleep and in the early morning walks to church. She is unable to pray and cries. Remembering the Bible verse about only the sinless being able to cast stones, Ijeoma feels consoled.
Ndidi tells Ijeoma that some of Adanna’s gay male friends have just been killed. Ndidi links this violence to the burning of the previous church/club. Adanna found the bodies, which makes the violence feel closer and more terrifying. The police would not help. Ndidi and Adanna prepared the corpses for burial.
Ijeoma’s next day seems normal: she works at the shop and has dinner at Ndidi’s flat. They go out dancing at the church, and make out in the dark. However, a knock at the front door interrupts their dance floor kissing.
The women slip out the back and into a bunker. They hear screaming and realize Adanna is missing. One girl named Chichi tries to leave to find her, but others hold her back to maintain their hiding place.
Ijeoma imagines crumbling walls and her mother mourning her death. Ndidi holds her hand. Eventually, the screams and noise subside. Adanna’s friend quietly taps on the cover of the bunker, opens it, and leads them out. In the backyard of the church, Adanna has been burned to death in a stack of logs.
When Ijeoma returns home around 7am, Adaora interrogates her about whether she is sleeping with Ndidi. Denying the accusations, Ijeoma claims to have just fallen asleep and hides from her mother in her bedroom.
Several weeks pass. In Aba, the community consensus is that the church burning was “necessary” (210). Ijeoma and Ndidi keep things on the down low, seeing each other less. Adaora is glad—she assumes she has transformed Ijeoma. Still, she fears losing Ijeoma as she did Uzo.
Ijeoma is emotionally drained by her mother constantly reminding her of the burning. Chibundu visits the store regularly, which distracts Adaora. Ijeoma worries that he might still have a crush on her.
One day, Chibundu calls her “Omalicha,” or beautiful, repeating the word in Igbo (212) and explaining that he is looking for a wife. When Ijeoma is silent, Adaora says it’s good to see them reconnecting. Chibundu asks Ijeoma to dinner, and her mother accepts for her. Again, Ijeoma cannot speak.
After work, Ijeoma goes to Ndidi’s flat and tells her about the invitation. Ndidi thinks Ijeoma should try going on the date because she has never slept with a man. Ijeoma only wants to be with Ndidi and is angry at the suggestion that she date anyone else, but eventually agrees.
The narrative jumps forward a month. Chibundu proposes at a bus stop, pulling out a ring near a mango tree. Ijeoma accepts wordlessly. Her rationale is that she “did want to be normal [...] to have a life where [she] didn’t have to constantly worry about being found out” (220).
There’s another time jump to their wedding. First, they have an Igbo ceremony. The sounds of jigida beads (waist beads) accompanying Ijeoma’s dancing. Ndidi watches from a distance. The grammar school teacher and his wife attend, and groomsmen throw naira bills at Ijeoma.
This Igbo ceremony is followed by a white wedding in the church. Ijeoma admits that she has doubts before walking down the aisle, but Adaora insists she let go of her love for women and marry a man. Relenting, Ijeoma agrees and marries Chibundu.
As Ijeoma matures, her relationships become more complex because she must think about her future. A relationship with Ndidi is loving and romantic, but it is also dangerous and does not seem to be sustainable. Ndidi teases Ijeoma, asking whether she should “worry about a boy stealing [Ijeoma] away” (215), but the question isn’t one of competing passion. It’s one of security.
After the church-turned-gay-club is burned and Adanna is “burned at the stake while the rest of us were allowed to continue to live” (210), heterosexual marriage becomes a safer path. Ijeoma marries Chibundu out a combination of survivor’s guilt, a desire to live a “normal” life, and fear. As Ndidi points out, “People like us are getting killed. And anyway, you might decide you like that other life better” (214). Even though Ijeoma doesn’t “like” the other life more, she wants to escape the daily terror.
To emphasize this, the narrative omits the dates between Ijeoma and Chibundu. They don’t have the dramatic and emotional courtship that Ijeoma had with Amina and Ndidi. Their wedding is only briefly described, with none of the sensory details that flesh out the relationships between women. Rather than being an active participant, Ijeoma merely “find[s her]self” (224) passively married to Chibundu.