The ​Crown of Gilded Bones

Cas and Poppy elaborate on the motif of feeling worthy at various points throughout the novel. Each character doubts they measure up to the expectations of others, leading them to believe that they don’t deserve what they already have. Ironically, the fact that these characters lack arrogance makes them ideal for their roles and relationships. For example, Poppy doesn’t feel worthy of being the Queen of Atlantia because she lacks experience, knows little about the kingdom, and is greatly opposed by the Unseen and other political factions. Eloana discounts Poppy’s concerns when she states, “Because you are willing to think of the people, speak your mind, and do what is necessary even if it kills a tender part of you, [this] means you are fit enough to wear the crown” (396). As an experienced leader, Eloana recognizes that the foundation of Poppy’s character is inherently good, including her tendency to second-guess herself.

Moreover, Cas often feels undeserving of Poppy, especially when she dresses in attractive clothes. Recognizing the repetition of this claim, Poppy attempts to uncover his emotions around feeling unworthy and learns that Cas struggles to escape the traumas from his past. He remembers himself at his lowest points while he witnesses Poppy achieve new, powerful heights. However, had Cas never experienced Isbeth’s torture firsthand, he would not be so aligned with Poppy’s determination to end Isbeth’s tyrannical reign. Cas can understand and empathize with Poppy’s nightmares and feelings of powerlessness because he lived through a similar situation. His past trauma therefore makes him the most deserving and appropriate match for Poppy.